What is Purpose to a Life Seeking Purpose and what is Purpose without Love?

I have been fighting lately with myself

I have been wondering where my life is meant to be going

I wonder where and what God is planning for my life

I wonder if i will live up to what God wants me to be?

I work in a job i hate, i work in a trade i just find a endless place off hopelessness for my life

I dont know where i am meant to go in it, and i pray that soon i will be where God wants me to be

Dont get me wrong, money is good, i have had a couple of cars, built my own Computer, owns tons of dvds and books and CDs

I have had a couple of girlfriends, and none of them were what i call "wife material" or "God lovers".

But to me they are a empty meaningless mess for my life

I just keep coming back to the same spot, full circle, chasing my tail, getting nowhere.

What is the purpose of my life? Is there a Purpose for my life? How do i seek Purpose?

Seek God
Serve God
Love God
Read his Word

Work for His Kingdom
Witness to the Lost
Love Enemies Love Neighbours
Feed his Sheep
Love Love Love

Life is a Journey
A Journey to become like Christ
To become like Christ first we have to Seek Christ, Seek For Forgiveness, We then search his Word, for Food to Fill us with his wisdom to become a better servant, we apply his word into our lives, we live we breath we eat his word.

We live to become better, better humans, the way God intended it to be, but we will never be perfect, because we are inperfect, because we are sinful, to not be sinful, to need to repent off our sinful lives so we can become sinless, Christ died on the cross, took our sins so we can be free...

Free now that is intresting...Christ had a purpose....his purpose was to die!

Harsh

But True

Blood sweat tears

Screams

But why?

Because he loved us

Loved Me

His Purpose

To set us free from the chains off death and sin and HELL

Purpose

Purpose to Serve

Purpose to Love

Purpose to Forgive

Purpose to Save

Purpose to Lead

Purpose to Worship

Purpose to Feed the Sheep

Purpose to Hunger his Word

Purpose to Cry

Purpose to die without Vain

Christ is our Purpose

The kingdom is our Purpose

Salvation is His and Our and Her and Everyones Purpose

But Some will not Get it

Some will perish without Purpose!