i was away on friday night at castlewellan, we were training for our mission trip to west philiy in june.....im so looking forward to working with the kids and meeting new people from a country that i have never been into.....but i am looking forward to working for the Kingdom of God while i am there and i hope and pray that it changes my life for ever, i pray that it leads me down a new path that i have not yet taken.....Dc was leading the training friday and saturday...we talked about Kingdom living and what is the kingdom of God.....and one thing kept coming back to mind....brian Mclarens book the secert message of Jesus....it was one of those books that changed your way of thinking....not everyone agrees with the stuff he would talk about, but it was a great read.....Dc wanted us to discuss, What is the Kingdom of God and how would you describe it to someone? Here is what i wrote down that night
"The Kingdom of God is us christian sharing the love, peace and bringing the story of the love of Jesus to those who cannot yet exprenice it. We are here to bring the Kingdom into the lives of the sick, poor and the broken hearted. Also to bring it to those who have it all, money, cars big houses but still feel like something is mssing. They feel empty inside and need something to fill the emptyness. So the Kingdom of God is the love for the poor. The peace for the broken hearted and the love and forgiveness of Jesus christ for the Rich. And for us Christian to Serve Other with a Serving Heart."
the reason i put job hating in the title is for a very simple reason, i am sick of the shit i am taking in my work. Each day i have to cover up lies for my bosses so they can sell a car to poor custormers. The customers dont even know have the stuff that is wrong with them....and i feel so so angry and guilty each and every day that i have to lie to keep my job.....i dont seel them of crouse...i clean them....but i have to do half assed jobs on them, and they are not cleaned right....and i don not feel right spiritually doing this....2 years now have gone bye....and now i feel it is time to soon move on.....i cannot lie anymore.....i want to do something for God....and i dont see it being there....i am praying he takes me into youth ministry are more deeper into his kingdom through missions......it is all in his hands.....peace
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